Ahh...It's Not Just Me

Despite my planned break from MBA application activity until I return from my lovely beach vacation, I have been reading blogs, checking school websites, and assembling my to-do list and excel file of deadlines, essays, and other things I need to keep straight between 6 different schools.

Anyway, all that to say I dug up a blog post by a current Wharton student during her application process that reminded me that we all share the same feelings of self-doubt from time to time. You can read it for yourself here: http://thembasaga.blogspot.com/2006/08/b-school-essays-what-if-im-just-mere.html

It felt great to read that. Throughout my organizational efforts, I have been mulling over my essays and the complete picture of myself I want to portray. Some days, I think of wonderful anecdotes and compelling stories to answer this essay prompt or that interview question. Other days, I wonder how my lazy sloth of a self has managed to claw my way into my current position of even considering applying to the elite set of schools.

I'm sure I'll be able to come up with something, put together a plan, and portray myself as well as possible with the work that I plan to put into my essays. But in the meantime, it helps to remember that other people feel inadequate sometimes, too, even the ones who got into Wharton, Kellogg, and Booth (continue reading that blog).

Next Step

I realized this morning that the first deadline - Wharton - is coming up on October 1st. That's less than four months away! I think that after planning and researching and dreaming for the past five or six years, the fact that I could potentially be starting school in just a little more than a year is still hard for me to believe.

In about two weeks, I'm going on a wonderful beach vacation with my step-sisters for a week. Our big plans are to drink and lay on the beach/by the pool. After that, it's full speed ahead with applications.

I want to give myself plenty of time to devote appropriate energy to each essay - planning, writing, editing by others, editing by me.

I will also need to tell my boss a) that I'm applying to school and b) that I'll want her recommendation. Anyone have any advice on that? Lastly, I'll need to figure out who my other recommender(s) should be. I have ideas for people who would work - other colleagues/management, individuals from my extracurricular activities, but no one really stands out as the clear other person.

We'll see. In the time before I leave on my trip, I'm easing myself back into the MBA admissions world. I did ease out a bit after the GMAT when I had to return to regular life, but now that I'm back to normal, it's time to get back on it. I'm getting back to updating this - clearly - putting together files on the shortlisted schools, and starting to put together my rough ideas for what I want to convey through essays.

So, here goes. I know that this whole thing is a process, and I should enjoy this part of the ride, too. Quite a bit of it will be reflection and self-examination, which will be a good exercise to go through. I also need to make sure to enjoy my family and friends, since theoretically, this will be my last real summer here.

Here's to the rest of my life...

School Visits, Long Overdue

As it turns out, once one studies like crazy and takes the GMAT, one needs a break from working all day and GMAT/MBA stuff all night.

Which is my lame excuse for the lack of posting since...well...March.

I promised to do a recap of my school visits - better late than never, I suppose. So, I took the GMAT in March, then left shortly after for a trip to the East Coast to visit three of my best girlfriends from high school AND get some school visits in.

I started in Charlottesville, VA, visiting a friend whose husband is in the MD/PhD program at UVA. Darden wasn't on my list of targeted schools, but since I had never visited schools with a mind toward MBA before and we had some free time, I thought I'd take a look around. I didn't schedule anything, but we went into the admissions office and were given a walking tour brochure which was helpful. It's a beautiful place and obviously a great school, but the visit did reinforce my notion that Darden isn't a fit for me.

Next stop was DC. I didn't see any schools there, but I visited a friend going to law school at GW, so I spent the weekend. I had a great time - it made me wish there were schools there to look at!

After that, I took a Chinatown bus (man, those are cheap and nice!) up to Philly to meet up with my parents and drive up to Boston. We got in around dinnertime, checked into a hotel in Boston, and had dinner at Maggiano's (fabulous Italian place). Then we went to bed, ready for a busy day of schools the next day.

We started at MIT. In Sloan's defense, the MBA portion of the campus was under construction and it was spring break while we were there. So it was difficult to visualize completely how it would feel sans scaffolding and heavy machinery, and there were no students to meet. However, I got a feel for Boston, where the school was located, and the general setup of the school. I did like it - I already knew I liked the program, and from a purely location perspective, I liked the setup. It's surrounded by the rest of MIT, the river, hustle and bustle...just what I like. If I get in and am seriously considering Sloan vs any other schools, I would visit again and get a better feel, but I think between what I did get and my research on the school, I'm good for the time being.

Next up was Harvard. They were also on spring break, but they were still having info sessions so I signed up for one. We attended and heard some basic info about the school, most of which I already knew (blame the obsessive MBA research). There were a couple of interesting tidbits that I hadn't heard. One was that sometimes, key individuals from the cases that the students are studying attend the lecture, either to participate in the discussion or speak afterwards about what really happened. Another one was that the students don't switch classrooms during the first year. They have assigned seats in a classroom - very nice one - and the different professors come to them.

I liked Harvard. A lot. To be honest, I was almost hoping I wouldn't so I could reject them and not give them the chance to reject me. However, I really liked the school, I like the learning style, and I think Boston would be an interesting place to live. The facilities were beautiful, and the case studies really sound like they would be interesting to learn through.

Last...most certainly not least...we drove back down to Philly. I had signed up beforehand for a visiting day, and we arrived just in time for "Lunch with Students." Two Wharton students arrived in the admissions office and took the 10 or so of us that were there to lunch. We went to a nearby street that was lined with those lunch wagons, and they had any type of food you could possibly want. At the advice of one of the students, I got falafel, which was fabulous.

We then all went into a classroom to talk since it was a bit drizzly outside. The students spoke briefly about their backgrounds and time at Wharton so far, then took questions. After that, we went to visit a class, although there was a typo on the form so unfortunately we ended up in a room with an undergrad class...and it would have been rude to up and leave partway through...but it's ok. Lastly, we went back to admissions for an info session with more students.

Again, this is a school that I have researched extensively so I wasn't flooded with new information. However, the thing that I consistently heard from the various students was how much they value their classmates as a central part of the MBA experience. Learning from each other, making those relationships, both professional and personal...that's what I kept hearing was their favorite part of Wharton. I also learned something about the various activities and clubs that are available, and how many of them involve community service and social responsibility, which is something that I am interested in.

To be perfectly candid, I loved it. I absolutely loved the location - it's right in the middle of the city, across the street from restaurants, shopping, the city in general. The buildings were beautiful, and the climate was great. It was helpful to drive up and down the East Coast like that in a short time so I could see how much it differs in weather from place to place. Philly tends to be a bit more temperate (considering). I like the teaching method - case and lecture, depending on what suits the material. I love the large class size - I went to a smaller school for undergrad, so I'd like to try something different.

Although we didn't see all of the schools on my 'short list', we saw quite a few; not a bad start.